✎ tears like snow
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☺ sulli (f(x)), yoochun (tvxq!)
☻ kahi (after school), tiffany (girls' generation), jiyoung (kara), minzy (2ne1), sohyun (4minute)
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☆ capture his heart with your magic wand, before the winter is over.

( I don't know oppa's name yet... )

i'm going back to hong kong!

well, that was a long wait. for me, it sure was. start counting down: D-13!


5-word meme.

apparently you reply to this post by saying "words!"
then i give them to you.
okay, so here are the words from ic70492:

to me, jonghyun is... he is something that words can't describe. i wouldn't say things like my all, my everything, etc. because basically he has already gone past that. i do a lot of things for him without knowing and he is the force behind me, pushing me when i'm feeling lost in life. it's not like, "i think of him and i get the power," but more like, "i know he's there for me when i need him." of course, he isn't, but he made it so deep into my heart, that i can't help but feel that he's always by my side.

jaejoong is one of the main reasons why i'm so into k-pop. well, i did say that it was super junior i first got into, but the dbsk era was when i really started to go crazy and buy all sorts of things, like their albums, singles, accessories, posters... all the sort. he was my favorite member (before yoochun took over with his greasiness), and to me, he will always be the most beautiful man in the world.

songs keep me alive. i think songs speak a lot louder than words, and usually people remember lyrics better than quotes, like me. because of songs, i began to learn how to sing and dance, and i think i'll truly make it big someday, and show my love for singing and dancing through the best songs.

i was born and raised in hong kong, and to me, is the place i belong to. no matter where i go, where i live in the future, this city will always be my home. i know, i hate the music there (it's getting worse and worse every year) and the weather sucks, the new generation is really selfish, but i have already gotten used to it and not even the most beautiful cities and towns can replace a place like home.

sometimes, friends mean a lot to me, sometimes they mean nothing at all. i have yet to meet a friend who would really do everything for me, and i would willingly do everything for him/her, too. i guess there are moments when i would constantly think of my friends back in hong kong, and the memories we've shared, but i know they won't be there for me all the time, and i've become quite independent because of that, dealing with my problems on my own.

i am absolutely speechless.

it felt like it was my own comeback, my own award, and i'm holding my own trophy. i have never felt so happy for them, not even when they had won the best newcomer award last year. winning the award right after the comeback performance is not easy, and many seniors have yet to manage to make that achievement.

i'm sincerely proud of them. they were all so embarrassing, but it was heart-wrenching to see them burst into tears. even minho cried, and he was usually the one who hides his feelings inside. if minho was crying and biting himself, then we can all imagine how jonghyun looked like, without watching the winning video.

so, to sum everything up with one word: congratulations! i wish i was there with them, but my heart left me and took off to seoul already. i will be looking forward to the other performances, and more awards to come!

i want to sing a song for my romeo.

whoever insults jonghyun again will have to deal with me personally.

i was looking through shinee's official soompi thread, and i came across people who call themselves fans of shinee expressing strong discontent towards jonghyun for supposedly "taking all the parts" in their new song, and how he's trying to imitate michael jackson. let me get this straight once and for all.

jonghyun is the lead singer of the group. he is the one with the strongest vocals, the one who shows his best side when singing powerful dance songs, the one who acts as a catalyst for the potency of the song. he is also, undeniably and inevitably, a big part of me.

whoever hurts him is hurting me, and i will not allow anyone to do that.